been a while since i've last updated my blog here. exam is technically, today, and i'm still up and going with my classmates over the fone, discussing abt the subject.

timing is wrong? the feeling is hidden again? i'm not sure, i wish i could feel again, but that wish is actually making me more and more alone, i do not like this feeling. i just want to find an answer soon, be it from myself, or be it from her. i do not wish to lead her on, nor do i want to let her down.

perhaps... time was the main thing here, and perhaps it was basically me, i'm not being fair to myself, as well as to her. i hate myself, but i can't help it.... sighz.

signing out with regrets,

Noel