Haven't been updating for quite some time. Alot of things has happened in the recent weeks, ranging from emotional struggle to academic struggle. Haven't attended anymore outings in the forums anymore, the drive to continue being active in the forums sort of left me a long time ago.

Got my results for my exams, need to take one supplementary paper, would most likely clear that, but have to repeat 1 idiotic module. I am going to request to change the so called "free elective" because it doesn't teach anything "useful"

Father is at home resting, because he has had an operation recently. I am amazed at what my father can do, and his will-power is overwhelming. It usually takes more than 2 weeks after op for a patient to return home, my father came back for already 2 days, and his stay in the hospital is less than a week.

Lady Luck may be smilling on/at me, depending on what she has in mind for me. I just lost a "fren" due to some small misunderstanding, well.... maybe not misunderstanding, i want her to leave me, as the frenship has already soured beyond the point of reconcile. It doesn't really matter much anyways, because we've never met, one of a kind incident.

The god/goddess of Love may be playing a joke on me. There is someone who likes me, yet i didn't appreciate it. I ended up liking someone impossible to reach. The main truth is, i am afraid to hurt myself, so i run away at the very last moment. Selfish, but i dunno what else to do.

Too many things to type, will try to update u guys more often. My life is in a state of a balanced, wrecked, confusion.

Lest the Light Brings me to the truth,
The Dark is what i yield myself to.
Ultimate ruin is at hand,
yet I am alwiz left standing.
Such is a torture, beyond measure
a torture of the inner soul