Mind closed.. thinking of nothing.. letting my mind fly in the realms beyond the grasp of ordinary people....

Decided to change to a more relaxed form of blogging (complaints from close frens abt me being too "chim"). Nothing much for me to elaborate, but perhaps just another way I am able to show to people who read, another side of me.

I'm feeling rather lethargic lately, not because of my laziness, but more of my injury. Been walking around quite a lot, hence the strain on my back has more or less increased... Went out to test photo taking with the Ixus 500, searching for birthday gift for a fren...

I found peace when I was out taking pictures. It lasted a short while only though... the battery died on me while I was waiting to take night shots of Hotel Fullerton and the rest of CBD. I guess I could take the pics another time, but I guess it just shows that life can't be fair to people at all.

Was feeling very vexed when I couldn't find a present for my friend. Searching high and low, trying to find something that is usable (not a display object), and is visible most of the time. I wonder why I am doing this... for what reason..? well... at least I found a prezzie for another fren of mine, whose b.day comes much later, juz dun have the cash to buy it at the moment. I DID find the presents in the end, but it doesn't seem to fit... I suppose that means more searching.... more back/leg pain...

I'm actually suffering from fatigue (due to my leg/back pain) for the past 2 days. I've not told anyone about it, but since I'm posting here, I suppose you can say I'm sharing my "pain" already. I'm a person that keeps to myself very often, when I can share my thoughts, my feelings, my emotions with a person, it is more often than not, the most true part of me. Yet because of this, I'm being exploited sometimes by people who like to make use of this character of mine... perhaps what I really need is someone to be there by me, who can really understand this part of me. Hard to find, but not impossible.

When I fall, my frens all feel the pain, when my frens fall, I will feel the pain and bring them upright again, to the best that I can do... but when I fall, sometimes frens ard me dun realise it until I'm really deep down in the dumps... by then, it is pointless to help anymore... kind of weird but it happens..

hmm, I wonder what I am doing by rambling nonsense in this blog, but perhaps after you read it, you can understand a little more about me.... until then.... ZzZzzzZzZ