Men

What maketh a Man? The strength and agility as that of a fighter? The wit and eloquence of an aristocrat? The love and emotions of a lover?

The questions can keep piling up, but there's one thing for sure - NS is the only thing that makes guys into a man.

The funny thing is, I've barely got 1 month to go before my enlistment at Pulau Tekong and I'm working instead of trying to enjoy the last few moments of civillian life. I am now in pain because my back (including left side leg probs that is related to my back) is acting up because I'm working in the sales line again. John Little Jurong Point.

The same questions...

Recently, I have been trying to give it a go at trying to like someone (it worked somehow...). The person's name will remain a mystery right now. Perhaps only until I manage to get her as my girlfriend then I will let all of you know.

I watched Hitch for the second time, and tried hard to understand the meaning to love. I understand that the feeling of missing someone hurts, not being able to be with someone you love hurts alot. I understand that thinking of someone involuntarily can drive the strongest person crazy.

I have to say one thing, I didn't force myself to like her. I just happen to be captivated by her the day when I met her (happened during the IT show). Her smile is so gentle and sweet, her character is so pure and innocent, as well as nice. I just can't explain the feeling that has gone through my mind and heart (maybe) each time I see her smile.

This kind of feeling is really the first in many years already. I really hope this feeling of mine can be put to the test. I really want to make this happen, maybe for now I won't be with her. After my NS, maybe...