Pardon me, i've been pretty lazy to update my blog. Nor have i been hardworking enuf to update the design on this page too..... Life somehow changed in the recent mths. Talk abt X'mas, for example.... juz spending time nuaing away at parklane. new yr.... confessed to the ger i like, that i like her. and so on so forth. for those of u who are from the forum, Sgforums, i'm sure u noe i have left that forsaken place.

Not really forsaken as in desolate, but i juz get too sick of the whole place altogether. When i first joined in 1999, and first took part in the outings ard 1999/2000, it was really fun, forums was so much fun that it became a part of me. but now, 2004, things has changed, the forums is not a place for fun and laffter, it is filled with politics, groupings and so on. perhaps my stay for so long made me realise that there was no need for me to hold on so long to the forums.

My poly frens that i have made the past half yr, really proved that theory right, i can find my life outside the forums, and i noe they are the ones that can stand by me, and won't have too much politics. i have changed. perhaps matured a little more.... or maybe became childish again, who knows?

sch's starting in ard 4 hrs, and i'm wide awake, with a sore left eye, and sore throat. slept at 5+pm the day b4, and woke up at 12mdn. lots of thoughts lingering in my mind... the forums, the ppl in it (those that are still "good") and perhaps the fun times i had the past few yrs. guess this pretty sums up what's going on for now..... until next update......