Guess i'm abit slow in writing this blog, but at least i'm writing it anyways.

MusicDreamer

The evening of saturday wasn't all that eventful, but at least prior to the meeting with folks from #(undisclosed) galaxynet, i was out with my good buddy, Dave. We had some fun at a crystal shop somewhere down in Fu Lu Shou Complex, off Bugis MRT.

anyways, the real thing abt the event in the evening. Upon entering the pub/cafe/restaurant (u name it, i can't find a proper description), I was overwhelmed. The setting seems so right, so unexpectedly cosy, and most of all, the singers are fantastic. Although i didn't grab a bite there, i ordered a drink called "Art of Fighting" (catchy game names are the names of MOST of the drinks in there), classic bubble tea-ish cup but it was a mocktail.

I couldn't remember most of the singers already, but i still would like to go back there again, perhaps once every fortnight, the drinks are not cheap, but considering the fact that we're paying for entertainment, it's really worth it.

The place is somewhere along the terrace going towards millenia walk, but it's more or less still under marina square. u couldn't miss it, as the signboard is quite striking.

Choices

after the entertainment at Musicdreamer.com, i went along wif the other few to somewhere near allson hotel (was it?) to have supper, then afterwhich onwards to cineleisure for a movie. Initially it was very awkward as one lady was kinda down, having to see somethings she didn't wish she had seen (i assure u, it's not ghosts). and buying of the movie tix were more or less delayed until almost the last moment. after some major choices (not by me of course, i'm easy-going).

We watched Hellboy, and my feelings for the show is.... it's so-so, not too great for a "super-hero" flick, but far from being a complete failure as a movie. the movie has many climax building scenes, but it alwiz ends too fast, almost making me sleep during the movie.

the real choices were more or less being wanting to reach out or not. my mind versus my heart... that kind of thing. i can't quite say what my feelings for the night were, but there were some things that came into both my heart and mind, and i thought i had to make a choice there and then. ultimately, my mind won (as usual), i wonder if my heart is really that afraid... because i really want to fall in love again, but the one i'm waiting for, i'm juz too tired to wait...

This may portray me as a guy who's weak, but then again, consider this, i've only been in one r/s for the 21++++++ yrs of my existence. it's fair enuf that i get more chances of things others have already experienced over and over again. i'm juz lost, as i need a proper kind of love, but have yet to find the correct one. i dun want it to end up like the past, where i am fazed with the similar problems of my previous r/s (that was yrs ago)...