Juz kinda writing this for the sake of writing.

Nothing much really happened recently, 'cept i finally got my PES grading (those who are from singapore, shld noe abt the army system) i got into the obese PES, i was like... huh? my slipped disc condition was totally ignored, and they expect me to start training up for something rigorous, when i jolly know that my condition isn't as simple as what the stupid Alexandra Hospital Doctor penned. for many yrs i've been living with pain, bearing with the pain that my slipped disc causes, and now i have to bear even more pain.

The next thing i want to do the moment i get enlisted, i will confirm get myself injured, not to spite them, but to sue the army of it's money, i want to make it known to the press, i want it to be known globally. it's the kind of attitude the ppl in govt. sectors have, that causes lots of suffering for other ppl.

How many deaths and serious injuries actually occur in the army? quite a handful, yet, all these are made into a "hush hush" affair. no one can complain, because once u complain? the govt. comes for u, and out of sg u go. one of the main reasons that i will not defend the govt. when it is being attacked, i will defend singapore, but not the singapore govt.

got myself a new deck of tarot cards, and there goes my money (i have very limited funds). It's called the Tarot of Transformation, kinda hard to read at the moment, perhaps it's still new to me, and vice versa.

got a supplementary paper coming up next week, haven't really studied for it, and there's my final year project to worry abt too. end up, i have quite a lot of things at hand, and i don't know how to handle it at the moment. i suppose things shld have a way out soon. heh