20 Questions....?

Wackiness: 50/100
Rationality: 44/100
Constructiveness: 34/100
Leadership: 64/100

You are an SEDL--Sober Emotional Destructive Leader. This makes you a dictator. You prefer to control situations, and lack of control makes you physically sick. You feel have responsibility for everyone's welfare, and that you will be blamed when things go wrong. Things do go wrong, and you take it harder than you should.

You rely on the validation and support of others, but you have a secret distrust for people and distaste for their habits and weaknesses that make you keep your distance from them. This makes you very difficult to be with romantically. Still, a level-headed peacemaker can keep you balanced.

Despite your fierce temper and general hot-bloodedness, you have a soft spot for animals and a surprising passion for the arts. Sometimes you would almost rather live by your wits in the wilderness somewhere, if you could bring your books and your sketchbook.

You also have a strange, undeniable sexiness to you. You may go insane.

Got that Quiz from a friend's blog. It might sound like the me I am now, I'm not too sure if it's entirely true or not... my friends, you shall decide.

Choice

Sometimes I wish I didn't have to make any choices, choices in which I wouldn't have to face what comes next. Yes I know, I'm running again. Courage is hard to come by, but wit surpasses any blind courage, "Pen mightier than Sword". I know what me feelings show me now, that person has more or less got me to a stage where I am starting to like her more than a friend, close or not doesn't matter.

I haven't felt this in a long time, more than a crush, yet not yet love. I'd like to give it a try, but because of a vision that I saw in my dreams, I would think that by not following my heart, problems could be avoided.

Premonition

Dave gave me a reading with my deck, and in which, the choice I made, showed me The Tower. In my dream, The Tower showed me what will happen if i persisted in my choice, something I will never want to occur in real life.

The powers of cause and effect, the way of life, surpasses even what we can even comprehend. If a person could change many things, if he could be the only key to maintaining anything that matters to him, he would choose not to change anything. Yet there are always people who likes to risk it, take a chance of whether a change would improve things. Results vary drastically.

I belong to one of those who can see what comes after a choice is made, realising it before it can even happen.

Juggling my emotions from within,
ever like a storm after a calm.
Serenity never comes as close as this,
seemingly near yet forever out of reach.
Intuition saves me not from the spell,
cast from the deepest part of your gaze.
Alas I fall, before you I lay powerless.