Twilight so bright,
always to my delight.
Echoes run far,
towards a shining star.
Wishes made pure,
to let me assure.
Friends so true,
we make a crew.
Together we'd be,
just as you see.
Until the end,
wishes I will send.

Just made that up from thin air again. I got to start practicing literature properly before I make myself a fool again.

Sleepless Nights

I wonder if I'm really losing sleep or the problem that has been bugging me (since last post) is still upon me. I have been staying up until the wee hours of the night (a.k.a. early morning) playing games (yet it isn't all that interesting for me anyways).

I've been trying to keep myself occupied to keep myself from feeling lonely. Weird as it may seem but when I get a chance to relax and have nothing to do, I tend to feel a little depressed and lonely. While at work (army), I still can talk to the people there. At home, I don't really communicate with anyone (now my brother's still overseas, I don't really speak much at all), except with people on MSN.

One weird activity that I have started to engage in, is walking around the neighbourhood (at night). With no reason; no purpose; no destination, I start to walk from my place to anywhere within the 1km distance of my house. I have done this once in the day time and a couple of times in the night (at all times I was alone). I think I'm beginning to have a problem and most probably it is caused by my emotional imbalance within me.

I feel lost when I start walking, and I do not know what I am searching for. The worst part of this is my old ailment (my back starts to ache badly due to walking too much), but I just continue to walk on until my legs start to complain as well.

I hope nothing is wrong with me, I can't afford to fall now...